April 3rd, 2004

tragic moof

more whinging

It's very late on Friday evening, and I'm tired but don't want to go to bed, listless but uninspired to do anything, and lonely but without the energy to be social. I have no idea why I'm like this; I was fine earlier today, the sun was shining, I had lunch with jenicided, but around 7 or 8 my mood started to go downhill and it never recovered. Eating dinner helped, but I still pretty much remained blah; I even got some of the shivery-panic feelings. I really don't know what to do when this happens, because it doesn't feel like I have enough psychic energy to do anything, save maybe posting desultory bemoanings of my terribly earth-shaking woes. I guess I should just go to bed.
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    lonely fragile