It's very late on Friday evening, and I'm tired but don't want to go to bed, listless but uninspired to do anything, and lonely but without the energy to be social. I have no idea why I'm like this; I was fine earlier today, the sun was shining, I had lunch with jenicided, but around 7 or 8 my mood started to go downhill and it never recovered. Eating dinner helped, but I still pretty much remained blah; I even got some of the shivery-panic feelings. I really don't know what to do when this happens, because it doesn't feel like I have enough psychic energy to do anything, save maybe posting desultory bemoanings of my terribly earth-shaking woes. I guess I should just go to bed.