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April 7th, 2002

woom and afterwards. @ 08:50 pm

Current Mood: unsure, spent
Current Music: Mazzy Star, Fade Into You

 
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From:naughtykitty
Date:April 8th, 2002 05:13 am (UTC)
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There is a very small number of people that I can be comfortable with while on mind altering substances. I connect with them on many levels and can feel safe and happy and have fun. I don't think I could "handle" as large a group as you described without totally wigging out, even if I was aquainted with everyone :-)
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From:moof
Date:April 10th, 2002 02:31 am (UTC)
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I'm sort of weird in that while on mind-altering substances I generally don't feel any closer to people at large. I most certainly don't get the "I love EVERYONE!" that some people seem to feel. (I also

The thing that troubled me the most, actually, was that there were people there that I liked and people I was able to empathize with easily that I didn't really want to get any more deeply involved with; whether this was from a perceived lack of depth in them or a judgement that they weren't worth my time or something else, I don't know. It sounds really weird and callous to say "I have no personal cares about [some particular person]" sober, much less on something that's supposed to make you emotionally open.

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