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April 23rd, 2007

more of the same @ 05:25 pm

Current Mood: apathetic bah.

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Date:May 5th, 2007 10:44 pm (UTC)
For me, depression has come to be profoundly annoying. It's part of who I am - I have history of depression and alcoholism in my family, go figure - but it doesn't mean that I have to like it. I wish it would go and sink back into the depths of wherever it hides, so I could go and engage with people and take pleasure in things, be motivated to do stuff, etc. But noooo. Instead, I have to force myself into doing crap.

I don't really pity myself, I don't think; I pity that my stupid biochemistry happens to act this way, and try to move the hell on. (It's been quite a long path to being able to separate out depression, ADD, Asperger's, etc, from "me".)

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