grand moof tarkin (moof) wrote,
grand moof tarkin

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I thought my mood had been crappy for a couple of days now - the hypersomnia, at least, was a clue that something awry was going on. I get fantastic dreams, full of interesting and bizarre imagery... but I also end up sleeping 10, 12, 14 hours. When I woke up this morning, I turned off the alarm clock, turned on all the lights - and then (unintentionally) fell back asleep for another couple of hours. Woke up, dragged myself into work, and found that I was utterly un-hungry, even thought I was starving. Pretty good tipoff, between the two, that I was having a depressive episode, even though it didn't really "feel" like I was having one. It'd explain why my concentration is shit and I haven't been able to do anything much for the past couple of days.

Sigh. It sucks to be depressed, but doubly so when you can't tell that you're depressed. At least my hair turned out decently.

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