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(no subject) @ 04:35 pm

I thought my mood had been crappy for a couple of days now - the hypersomnia, at least, was a clue that something awry was going on. I get fantastic dreams, full of interesting and bizarre imagery... but I also end up sleeping 10, 12, 14 hours. When I woke up this morning, I turned off the alarm clock, turned on all the lights - and then (unintentionally) fell back asleep for another couple of hours. Woke up, dragged myself into work, and found that I was utterly un-hungry, even thought I was starving. Pretty good tipoff, between the two, that I was having a depressive episode, even though it didn't really "feel" like I was having one. It'd explain why my concentration is shit and I haven't been able to do anything much for the past couple of days.

Sigh. It sucks to be depressed, but doubly so when you can't tell that you're depressed. At least my hair turned out decently.
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Date:July 14th, 2004 03:27 am (UTC)
I'm having more issues with being able to tell.
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Date:July 14th, 2004 03:34 am (UTC)
it's ultra-frustrating; it's detached from everything else, cut off in some sense - so I can tell it's there, but I can't really feel it or do anything else with it.
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Date:July 14th, 2004 04:19 am (UTC)

For what it's worth,

The hair turned out better than "decently". It looks really great.
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Date:July 14th, 2004 06:51 am (UTC)
sorry you're having a downturn. *hugs*
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Date:July 14th, 2004 08:00 pm (UTC)
*hug* I hope the depression bout goes away soon.
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Date:July 19th, 2004 03:25 pm (UTC)


I think the words of the Celts to describe it, 'The Black Mood' always fit. Hopefully, things will turn out better. What are you up to the end of this month? I'm planning to come out to the West Coast. Two of my dearest friends moved there, and need me.
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